2009，注定是令人难以忘记的一年。
2009的主旋律应该是’Change’。
奥巴马提出来的’Change’真的是很搭啊。
生活如是，工作如是。
朝思慕远之岁月亦无法忘怀。
我想一个人的心境隐约的含在了他所听的歌曲里，
从五月天到陈奕迅的转变，
或许正可以说明我心境的变迁。
从开始的积极组织活动，到后面的不积极参与活动。
而工作则是从技术走向了销售。
这应该是一个大的转变，
虽不好说以后是否会继续走下去，
但却是一个极佳的开端。
10年最大的雪却是在3月份。
这个变态的世界啊····
Jan 25 – Jan 26, XiTang.
Travelling on weekdays is just like a coin with two sides.
Due to weekday, there are not that many tourists as weekend and expense is correspondingly less. So you may have the chance to enjoy your staying there.
As for the bad side, you will miss the chance of starting any potential romantic story.
XiTang’s Evenfall
Oh, WTF.
That is the only word I could use or the only word I wanna use now, at this moment.
Maybe this is the most tragical thing that ever happened to me since I was born.
我想今年应该才是我的本命年！！绝对的！！
哎，户口本上肯定是错的，肯定是错的。我属老虎的。
杯具，史上最杯具的一件事情了。
WTF.
睡到自然醒，
早上看股票，
下午泡在上海图书馆，
晚上看一部电影，
安静而美好的继续。
我不想说啥，直接上来一句：Cow！！！
这几天我很郁闷，我很烦躁，我很压抑，我很火大，我很Blue。
要问为什么。
只能怪自己很傻很天真。
如果说成长是需要代价的，那现在的算是么？
当时做技术时只需要考虑把自己负责的东西做好就ok。
虽然说现在也只需要考虑把自己负责的东西做好就ok，但前后所负责的东西却完全不同。
前者是可控的，后者对于现在的我来说是不可控的，甚至无法处理。
现在对于诸多的事情还不得要领。
但是却没有人告诉我说应该怎么做，应该做什么。
好比如学游泳，一种是直接把你丢进水里让你自己学，一种是有个教练手把手的教你。
虽然我们不能说哪种方法肯定胜过于另外一种方法，但我内心却是真的倾向于后者。
我一直以为我们这种打野球出身的羽毛球技术肯定不如人家专业学过的！
有时候想想还是做技术单纯啊，复杂不过些代码。
代码是死的，是相似的；人是活的，是不同的。
做销售的“术”和“道”，我现在两者连个皮毛都还没学会，何以如此。为何这样。
问题依然存在，逃避解决不了任何问题。
唉，明天好好想想这几个问题咋整吧。
操！
淡定，淡定啊。
Every 3 years, directors of Final Destination would present us some Final Destination, starting from the year of 2000 with Death Trip 2009 performed this year-2009. The stories are the same: Start with a spectacular death-defying escape from certain demise, and because Death cannot accept those who cheated on him, hence begins that hunter-prey game where the Death’s invisible hand starts to design some elaborate life-ending sequence for its victims, sometimes with some wickedly black humour thrown in. Therefore the point of this series is the bloody ways of which those victims died.
Death Trip 2009 still put the story on the background of the traffic, due to its highest accident death rate. The leading character, also the prophetic messenger, happens to foresee the coming tragedy and leads a select group of survivors. After googling similar circumstances, the survivors figures out that there might exist one solution to stop the due death, which might also be the only solution that is to break the order of the survivors’ death. A miserable thing is that when the negro decides to give up and take suicide, he just find that however he tries, he just cannot die. At this point, the three survivors come to the conclusion that they have break the order and they now deserve a second life. However, they just don’t realise that it is simply not the negro’s turn to die. You won’t know how he or she will die. But one thing for sure, all the survivors dies by the end of the movie. Nobody stands till the end of the movie.
The highlight of the movie is the unthinkable, sick, wicked and bloody ways of death. The film is nice but somehow anti-climax: at the end of the movie, the last three survivors just get hit by the trunk with no sparkling point at all.
Hey, what do you get from the movie? Fatalism. If you foresee your future, a bright one, you surely won’t take any action to modify the way things go on. What if not? We surely will do something to prevent things from going that way. Thus, if your fate is good, you will just take that for granted and take it happily. What if not?
Whatever will happen will happen. Bullshit.
还不知道写啥，酝酿中。 话说你工作确定哪儿了？
2 你买了新相机？ 
