我想粗口了.
我不想说啥,直接上来一句:Cow!!!
这几天我很郁闷,我很烦躁,我很压抑,我很火大,我很Blue。
要问为什么。
只能怪自己很傻很天真。
如果说成长是需要代价的,那现在的算是么?
当时做技术时只需要考虑把自己负责的东西做好就ok。
虽然说现在也只需要考虑把自己负责的东西做好就ok,但前后所负责的东西却完全不同。
前者是可控的,后者对于现在的我来说是不可控的,甚至无法处理。
现在对于诸多的事情还不得要领。
但是却没有人告诉我说应该怎么做,应该做什么。
好比如学游泳,一种是直接把你丢进水里让你自己学,一种是有个教练手把手的教你。
虽然我们不能说哪种方法肯定胜过于另外一种方法,但我内心却是真的倾向于后者。
我一直以为我们这种打野球出身的羽毛球技术肯定不如人家专业学过的!
有时候想想还是做技术单纯啊,复杂不过些代码。
代码是死的,是相似的;人是活的,是不同的。
做销售的“术”和“道”,我现在两者连个皮毛都还没学会,何以如此。为何这样。
问题依然存在,逃避解决不了任何问题。
唉,明天好好想想这几个问题咋整吧。
操!

淡定,淡定啊。
Final Destination: Death Trip 2009
Every 3 years, directors of Final Destination would present us some Final Destination, starting from the year of 2000 with Death Trip 2009 performed this year-2009. The stories are the same: Start with a spectacular death-defying escape from certain demise, and because Death cannot accept those who cheated on him, hence begins that hunter-prey game where the Death’s invisible hand starts to design some elaborate life-ending sequence for its victims, sometimes with some wickedly black humour thrown in. Therefore the point of this series is the bloody ways of which those victims died.
Death Trip 2009 still put the story on the background of the traffic, due to its highest accident death rate. The leading character, also the prophetic messenger, happens to foresee the coming tragedy and leads a select group of survivors. After googling similar circumstances, the survivors figures out that there might exist one solution to stop the due death, which might also be the only solution that is to break the order of the survivors’ death. A miserable thing is that when the negro decides to give up and take suicide, he just find that however he tries, he just cannot die. At this point, the three survivors come to the conclusion that they have break the order and they now deserve a second life. However, they just don’t realise that it is simply not the negro’s turn to die. You won’t know how he or she will die. But one thing for sure, all the survivors dies by the end of the movie. Nobody stands till the end of the movie.
The highlight of the movie is the unthinkable, sick, wicked and bloody ways of death. The film is nice but somehow anti-climax: at the end of the movie, the last three survivors just get hit by the trunk with no sparkling point at all.
Hey, what do you get from the movie? Fatalism. If you foresee your future, a bright one, you surely won’t take any action to modify the way things go on. What if not? We surely will do something to prevent things from going that way. Thus, if your fate is good, you will just take that for granted and take it happily. What if not?
Whatever will happen will happen. Bullshit.
国考小记.
2009年11月29日,国考的日子,也是上海东丽杯国际马拉松比赛。
因为两个日子挤在了一块,交通上的不便是显然的。小生的考点是在静安区的市西初级中学,听监考老师说这里是上海市的主考场。所以作为在主考场参加考试的小生压力是很大的,尤其是在两年多没有提笔写过那么多字的情况下,还不考虑今天天气风大气温低的大环境下,压力剧增的说。
考场趣闻No.1:一哥们准考证(打印出来的A4纸)掉地上了,跟监考老师说了下让监考老师过来捡给他,小生着实被雷了一把。
考场趣闻No.2:一哥们竟然用黑色签字笔吐答题卡!!! 这本来是应该用2B铅笔涂得。不知道这哥们是不是从来没有参加过一场大考~?旱天雷啊。囧的来。
考场趣闻No.3:不容易啊,在试卷的封袋上面留下了小生的大名。(为了证明封袋密封的完整性)
考场趣闻No.4:市西初级中学里竟然有一个热带水族馆!!!果真是超豪华的配置啊!!!
考场趣闻No.5:中午的时候发现今天的行车路线完全有更好的选择。这实际的例子证明了丁丁网的不准确性,同时也告诉了小生选东西或选路线时应该货比多家,然后做出选择,切不可在一棵树上吊死,切记。
考场趣闻No.6:虽然监考老师说考点是上海市主考点,而小生也确实相信,毕竟说这里是省级以上综合管理类的考点,但是在回程的公交上看到的却又感觉不像,为啥咧,主考点为什么没有电视台的人来?为什么没有电视台的人来采访小生捏?被采访者的回答也是精彩纷呈的呀,这里就不一一列举了。只是令小生惊讶的是还有采访到考生家长?!国考?大家都成年许多年了吧,还需要家长来陪考么?
考场趣闻No.7:整个考场应到25人,实到21人,实际到考率为84%。实到比率应该还是不低的。
考场趣闻No.8:考完行测去吃午饭的时候,想找家KFC或者Macdonald来解决中午的温饱问题兼而打发中午的2个小时多的时间,但实际情况是KFC里排队的人太恐怖了,而座位在视野之内么有的。所以思三想四之后,决定另找饭家。结果证明这个决定不是英明的,但仍无法证明排队是否乃一英明之决定。
考场趣闻No.9:市西初级中学旁边的房子好好呀!!!
考场趣闻No.10:为了10全10美,小生思前想后,累死不知多少的脑细胞想出了这个第十条。但是,要写什么呢。哦,对了。中午的时候在学校门口有免费派送“华章”公务员的考前预测题。小生窃以为此举相当得当!想想看,国考报名人数有100w之多,实际岗位只有1w多点,这总的比例大概是1:100,也就是100个人里面有99个没戏,而这99个里面来年再考的应该不在少数,这比例应该也是有70%~80%的,华章做的是来年的生意!此举足可见华章市场部人员的高瞻远瞩,公司不发展壮大简直是不可能的事情。
经过今天的考试明白了一个道理,对于任何的考试。假若你认真准备过,那么送你8个字:谋事在人,成事在天。假若你没怎么准备过,那么只送你4个字:重在参与。而小生在看了中午大家认真看书的情况下,只能送给自己后面的4个字,毕竟空手连个书或纸都没带的人寥寥无几呀。早上行测的题多的来,有20道左右连题目都没看吧直接选题了,这个叫做“瞎选”;下午申论的作文么,属于“瞎掰”;所以两者结合起来,今天的考试还可以用另外的4个字来形容之:瞎选+瞎掰。
最后,祝参加今天国考的大伙考出好成绩,祝今天参加马拉松比赛的童鞋们赛出水平!
FREDDY VS. JASON.

Freddy Vs. Jason? This is awesome.
Freddy Krueger, the disfigured dream stalker, uses a glove armed with razors to kill children and teenagers in their dream, which ultimately results in their death in the real world. However, whenever Freddy is dragged out into the real world, he becomes as normal as any of us. Freddy is undead, and can attack his victims from within their own dreams. Freddy is really ugly, especially his burned, disfigured face.
Jason Voorhees, man behind the mask, has primarily been an antagonist in the films, whether by stalking and killing the characters, or acting as a psychological threat to the lead character. With new series performed, filmmakers have given Jason superhuman strength, regenerative powers, and near invulnerability. Also, Jason’s appearance has gone through many transformations. However, one thing that always reminds us of who the man is: Jason’s trademark- the hockey mask. Never did I hear Jason say a single word!!
So what will it be if we put Freddy and Jason together in one film?
The film itself is alright. It delivers what it promises, the battle between titans. And you cannot tell which one is having an edge over the other one. Anyway, both of them survive at the end of the film, which means they will come back together in future. Near or far, you tell me. The movie is a nice teen horror movie, with two of the most recognised horror characters out there!
It’s been years that I watched a horror movie last time. Due to my good memory, I have been saying no to horror movies. So, let say, the movie is not horrorible enough. ‘Cause I am not really scared! Haha! Life needs fresh stuff, and horror movies is a good option. You can try.
Action: 4 Stars
Horror:3 Stars and half.
难以名状.
额,不知道该写些什么了。算是一片空白,抑或是一片混乱?
做了一些选择,不知是好是坏,是正确是错误。
决定放下的,将来就不要再去后悔了。
不知道写什么了。其实最近发生的事儿不少。
算了,改天补上吧。
戏如人生,人生如戏.
摘自《创世纪》 之台词,源自许文彪之口。
我并非没有尝试过。我试过日拼夜搏,赚取那么一点点钱,我试过。但外面那些人,外面那 些人,懂得建筑懂得盖楼吗?
他们只是拿出一点点钱,费一点点时间,把楼价炒得高高就不断赚大钱,这就叫公平吗?你 到街上问问别人,随便问一个途人,问他想要甚么。他们的答案很简单:只是想要一间很普 通很普通的房子。为甚么他们要一生的时间去供一间房子?就是那些有钱人作祟!越有钱就 越有得玩!
这个世界公平吗?这个世界公平吗???
生活在别处.
一线城市vs二线/三线城市
这也许是一个永远也没有结论的命题吧。不一样的人得出不一样的结论,同一个人不同的时间也可能给出不一样的结论。
上海vs厦门:一线vs二线/三线
房价:厦门200多万可以买上一套顶楼带花园的房子了,200多平,虽是二手的,但也已足矣。上海么,肯定也是可以买的上一套房子的啦,只是可以肯定的是绝对要次很多的了。南浦大桥这边,新楼盘,一平已经要4W了。娘个腿的,抢钱啊!
前段时间有个朋友来上海找工作,从厦门跳到上海,问说为什么要来上海找工作?答曰:上海玩的地方多啊!我笑了。于我,大部分情况下,公司与住的地方两点一线。虽然说平时少不了娱乐节目,但还是以两点一线为主。上海这地方,开销太大。一不小心,钱就哗啦啦的出去了。这年头,虽然不太容易月光,但年光却是一件更烦心的事儿。
压力?
今天另一子公司的业务同仁说,下个月开始每个月要完成18w的业绩。在我看来,这无异于Mission Impossile。忆往昔,Jane姐在的4个月里也才给公司搞下80w的单子,而Jane姐姐之能力非吾等所能匹敌。私以为以那些人的能力,18W,能达一半已足矣啊!我呢,应该很快也开始有业绩压力了吧。压力是好事,但不是每个人都能承受的了做业务的业绩压力了。很多人已经回头搞别的去了。
人脉?
人脉确实是非常值得经营的!人脉即财脉!人脉多了,钱财自然也就多了。细心经营,慢慢来。
对于“人脉”的重要性,体会是渐渐的深了。广积粮,深挖洞。
不知道上海有没有好的口才训练班呀~?童鞋们,知道的给推荐个哈,想提高下。
最近在想着要不要兼职的去做婚礼的司仪,可以先从现场督导做起,慢慢的跟着学跟着做。


